me

im the girl that hides her pain with a smile that brightens everyone elses day

a new start

For those that dont know ive bee having alot of problems with life in general,too much to list in one post. Well yesterday i stayed off the computer most the day and since it wasnt to cold and it was pretty i took the girls outside to play. /isabella swung on her swing ,drove her car,ran all over the yard and fed the chickens, we had a blast but after all was said and done we were tired.So last night i was so wore out we all went to bed at 6pm .we got up before dawn and everybody was in a great mood. me included.ive been online but not at the computer , me and Isabella have been playing (indoors thanks to the rain:( )i cooked a real breakfast for the first time in a long time.i plan on making chicken and dumplins today and starting some bread dough to rise so i can cook tommarow.the whole morning has been great until glenn decided to go back to his computer room and icolate himself from his family once again.but im not letting it get me down , i loved the few hours we had together as a real family. so pray that things can keep going this way.because they can only get better from here. oh ifi only i can be as happy as i was this morning everyday. that would be a dream come true

our christmas pics

we had a blast getting our christmas pics i know that if the lady didnt have to rush to get the other 3 families behind us in these would be so much better but im happy anywasy

NIGHT TERRORS

Well here it is 4am iv been up since 2am with isabella and her battleing a night terror (i guess) she sat up screaming bloody murder.adn fling herself around ,even though her eyes were open i couldnt wake her ,and then she finally woke up but was still behaving the same way only she would calm down then look up and point into the air and scream again and try to run away ,she was terrified and it terrified me , im about ready to have a exercisom on my trailer ,this is the first time its happened to isabella ,but the same thing has happended to my ds twice here and me quite a few times.my poor baby i couldnt do anything for her ,so we left and went to my mother in laws house and she calmed down but she wanted out of this house and was so scared.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

Well I figure everyone is off to see thier amilies for turkey day, I just wanted to take a moment to say thai i amvery thankful for my wonderful girls isabella and iliana and even though we dont always get along my dear husband glenn ,with out them my life would have no meaning. Everyone be safe and have a fun and happy thanksgiving. 

free readng

Deviled Eggs and christmas trees

Well this morning i made my first deviled eggs.FUN not the prettiest in the world but they taste great. by the way boiled eggs DONOT peel easily ,that or these eggs just didnt want eaten.

ok now like i promised here are photos of the christmas tree and isabella playing with it. lol glenn made a tree skirt and it says merry christmas everyone isabella,glenn,crystal,lilliana, i died laughing . my childs name is iliana not lilliana ,i guess he was thinking lilly and iliana at the same time.

playing peek a boo

playing with her tree