a poem i wrote the other night when i was in such pain from all thats been going on
im the girl who hides her pain with a smile that brightens everyone elses day
so now here i lay the pain is always and will not go away.
my life is crap and crap itll stay.my love is hate my hate is love
this time i can not rise above.
i want and need to leave but stupid me i still cleave.all i ever wanted was a simple life
to be a mother,and wife.i love my girls but i cant fight no more,i wish i would just fall dead to the floor. dear god take away the pain. cant you see slowly get it over already.
take me out of this place im so past ready
About Me
- crystal
- I am a Cosleeping,babywearing,breastfeeding,clothdiapering,selective non vaxing mother to two wonderful girls Isabella 21months and Iliana(Lilly) 10 months. I enjoy all the ups and downs of being a mother. I try to everything the natural way although it doesnt always work out the way id like.My life revolves aroung my girls and I love it that way,I love having something to wake for everyday and I love to see their smiling non juding faces greeting me every morning. i am currently going through a divorce from there abusive father and the judges saw fit to let and abusive man have two under two female children for a week at a time alone so pray for my babies becasue they have been shoved back into the pitts of hell
1 comment:
hi sorry to read of your sadness i too am i sahm of 3 from the uk if you would like someone to talk to you can email me at sarahmccartan025@btinternet.com
im 26 so similar age if that helps take care x
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